You told me not to be a stranger to you but you refuse to talk to you.  Tell me again is that going to work out?

Most likely falling for a guy I barely know

Even thinking about you gives me chills and butterflies.  I start blushing and I am not the type of girl that blushes.  You make me feel all these wonderful feelings, that I have never experienced in my life.  I love the way you told me you can dance and when we actually got on the dance floor you were even more awkward than I am.  I love how I know when I look at you, just because I am missing you, you are already staring and waiting on me to turn around.  I love the way you blush when I smile or wink at you.  You have inspired me to believe in love once again and at the same time I am also learning to love myself through your small little compliments. 

Every single time I try to get over you,  you come back and sweep me up in your arms.  Please let me go, or I will break this time 

I think I am finally over you but the sad part is, I had planned to fall in love with myself after getting over you.  Instead, I started liking someone else.  If i go from one guy to another, when will I get the chance to love myself?  

Sorry bestfriend

I'm sorry nothing happens in your life.  Something has been happening in my life and I want to share it with you but I can't do that because make me seem shallow and selfish.  I want to share stuff with my best friend who was eager to know how things went with my crush but I can't because you make me feel guilty because nothing happens in your life. 

life can be meaningful if you make it

life might want to go on but the real questions if you want to go on with it.  life one of the things that is go one whether you do or not. Life is not going to stop for your to catch even if you try your best possible.   matter of fact life will turn back and wave and tell you to kiss it’s ass.  Utilize your time in your life to your best capacity because the earth will keep revolving and revolting around the sun no matter how far you are left behind or how much you want or need a time out. be ahead of the game don’t let life say kiss my ass turn around on life and tell it to kiss your ass, because you are more than what you think you are.  You mean so much more than what you think you mean.  You might not feel like you are not but you will always be number one in my heart.  

We live in a world where most of us are incapable of loving because we have been fucked by life and the ones that claimed to love us one too many times

Am I in the right world?

Everything great seems to be happening in places far away from which I am accessible to.  I want to be that person that is great, who saves lives and makes a difference.  I want to be all these things while being a 4.0 GPA student.  The school system wants to make life so difficult that it is impossible to be a good person and smart one at the same time.

If you ever wonder what creates a mental "illness'? The school systems.  The students wake up everyday and follow the same routine.  Some of them work their butt off just to fail.  Some of them go home, just to be beaten the crap out of.  Some of them go to hang out with their friends, just to be backstabbed.

We are indirectly told to trust everyone.  But never told not to lose anyone's trust or how to keep secrets or not to start gossip. We are told not to have flaws but instead we need to be taught to appreciate our flaws.